The First Mark of a Disciple: Loving God (Repentance)
This test is not here to make you feel bad. It’s here to shine a light on anything fake, so you can be free.
When you give your life to Jesus, something changes. You start to walk away from sin, and you start to love what is true.
But let’s be honest. Lying, pretending, faking it, and putting on a show can still hang around, even in people who love God. Sometimes it’s a big lie. More often it’s small stuff we’ve stopped noticing: half-truths, a fake online image, saying “I’m fine” when we’re not.
“Surely You desire integrity in the inner self, and You teach me wisdom deep within.”Psalm 51:6 (CSB)
Lies cause damage; truth brings healing.
Something important
If anyone has asked you to keep a secret that makes you feel uncomfortable, scared, or unsafe, that is not your sin to repent of. It is not your fault. Please tell a parent, a youth leader, or another adult you trust as soon as you can.
Read each one slowly and prayerfully. Tick the ones the Holy Spirit puts His finger on.
To renounce something means to say, “I’m done with this.” Pray through this list and tick anything the Spirit shows you. Then tell God you are turning away from it.
Answer each question honestly. Choose Yes, No, or “Make it right” if this is something you need to bring to God.
Are there messages, DMs, or chats you’d hate your parents or youth leader to read?
Are there friendships or relationships you hide?
Do you have apps or accounts your parents don’t know about?
Do you act more Christian at church or youth than you really are?
Do you pray out loud to impress people more than to talk to God?
Do you say “I’ll pray for you” and then forget?
Is there something God has asked you to do that you keep putting off?
Do you copy, cheat, or pass off someone else’s work as your own?
Do you hide or lie about what you spend your money on?
If you get too much change, or a mark you didn’t earn, do you keep quiet?
Have you told yourself you’ll be generous “one day,” when God is asking you now?
“Search me, God, and know my heart.”Psalm 139:23 (CSB)
Pick one thing from this test and decide what you will do about it this week. Keep it simple and real.
Being honest gets easier when it isn’t a secret.
Your summary will show here as you go.
Read these slowly. Let them sink in.
Truth isn’t just something you say. It’s something you live.
“You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”John 8:32 (CSB)
Download a copy for yourself. Being honest gets easier when it isn’t a secret, so think about sharing it with the person you named.